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Saturday, July 29, 2006

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#-New people, new friends.

Somehow getting to know new people always seems fun. Perhaps its the finding out of something new to fulfil our insatiable appetite for the new and novel, something C.S. Lewis writes in Screwtape Letters as one of the Devil's wiles to keep man forever unsatisfied and wanting more. And how true it is, especially these days, with the bombardment of flashy images lighting up our eyes, sending our beings into a blur and frenzy of activity and pointless motion. And once momentum builds up, there's no telling where it'll lead to.

Perhaps it is this quality of the snowball effect which leads me to such points in my life, where momentum may take me to places I wish not to venture, if my own conscience does not intervene. Gives a new meaning to Newton's Law; Inertia, or lack thereof.

I remember the time when I, or we, used to be so anti-social, with nothing to talk about and hardly anything to say. But that was 3 years ago. Now, words seem to come so easily to me. Maybe it's just because my parents are not around, so I can really be myself without overshadowing anyone else. After all, as I've found out, many people are rather intimidated by me. haha. Hey but its quite cool getting to know a pair of twins. See my plan, as with any other lady, is to take them to nice places and give them experiences they don't easily forget, so that I'll always be in their memory. Yes yes I'm such a lady's man, but hey, at least I don't seduce as I very well can. If you don't know what I'm talking about, go read The Game by Neil Strauss.

I've been wrestling with God to lift a burden of mine. Yes, you are the reason I'm having such a hard time, but alas, I still can't tell you, yet. Actually, it's more of my own problem. What's new? You know you have a part to play in this. Everytime you ask me whats bothering me, it's just usually the same thing. I really can't tell you, sorry. By the time I let you find out about this blog, hopefully the whole problem will be resolved, or at least kept well at bay. Seems as if I'm quite emotionally attached to you, which is something very dangerous. But anyway, at least there's still nothing happening, and I hope it'll stay that way. Well, perhaps it's not so bad now becuase I haven't really spent time with you for about 2 months already.

Went to watch ACS(I) Philharmonic Orchestra concert tonight, in the gorgeous place that hardly looks like a school. Took the twins there, where they enjoyed themselves. That's always good. Think I'll take them for Attitude Salsa on Wednesday. Should be quite an experience for them, then if possible, Jitterbugs' Lindy on Thursday. And then Dad wants me to take them Rock-Climbing as well. I'm like a tour-guide. haha. But at least it's fun.

Going to watch Cabaret tomorrow. Kelly says it's very sexual. Damn, that's gonna be a bummer, since the whole family with the girls are watching it. I don't foresee very good things coming out of it. Oh well.

Can't remember some of the stuff I wanted to write down, but will do it next time hopefully. Now I'm tired, goodnight world, goodnight Jesus.

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