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Saturday, September 02, 2006

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#-Above all, love each other deeply

Had the shock of my life when Kelly and Jess dropped by Jitterbugs last night to see my class. They said I was very tensed. haha what do you expect when you're dancing with some dance scholar watching you. But at least I had a really good social and managed to dance with quite a number of people, although I missed my teacher again. Kelly says my leading is too rough, so did my Irene. Hmm looks like maybe how Kit wants me to lead is abit scary. Maybe I'll try to tone just just a tad, but I still feel that a very strong lead is necessary, so I still have to use a sufficient amount of force I think. Perhaps when I finally go LADC Kelly can help me improve, although I really don't see how she would enjoy dancing with me since she dances with like all the pro people. Practice, practice. I'll become just as good if I practice alot, I reckon.

Tonight should see me going to Harry's for swing, after dinner with Joyce. Oh I've missed her. Perhaps I can teach her the basic Lindy Turn when I bring her there. haha.

So I confessed my darkest secret to you. Thank you for understanding and not scorning me or pull away. I had to tell you sooner or later anyway, because I'd want you to know. I really won't know if you would change your impression of me, and what of those feelings? I hope they don't disappear, but I really am unsure. Now I think I know that I want it, but will you? If it's God's will, then I'd rejoice, but if it isn't, I'll still praise Him, because I have protected and guarded both of us I believe, and I know that He will have another for me. So really, both ways work for me, it's just that the latter would cause me perhaps more emotional distress now.

And thank you so much for the mail. I really do appreciate it. And the verses too. Actually you should see the tabs I put on my bible, so many that theres just like a red colour border on one edge. haha. I've highlighted all these verses, and many more, because I send verses every morning of working days to a dear dear other friend of mine, and I don't intend to stop, because searching for a verse every morning helps us start the day right and focus on the Word. Yesterday's verse was from 1Peter4:8, "Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins."

I should be going for lunch soon.

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