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Monday, December 04, 2006

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#-Somebody save me

I remember why I find myself avoiding Jazz@Southbridge lately. Everytime after I get so happy listening to the music there, I have to go home, and when I do, I realize how the next day will just be another dreadful day at the office, doing the same old boring stuff. More than that, I get a glimpse of how good I could actually be if I had gone to MDC instead, with the time to practice and improve exponentially. And thinking about it always makes me resent my vocation more and more.

But it was really enjoyable meeting with all my jazz juniors again, how spending time with you guys always brings me such joy, how watching you play and perform makes a smile form on my face. Perhaps you really are my children, as how parents always think their children perform well no matter how bad they are. Of course I'm not that forgiving, but one thing that I know, I'm extremely proud of all of you. I look forward to watching all your music mature and improve from what it already is.

So begins another lonely week, another boring day, another never-ending hour, as a new week of work unfolds.

somebody save me.

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