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Sunday, January 07, 2007

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#-The men don't get it eh?

Just as if nothing happened. Exactly as I thought, things are taken for granted only until it is taken away. "just so you know they didn't go to waste." I find this line rather amusing; it's like trying to so called reduce the damage. ha. Too bad the damage has already been done, and there's nothing you can do about it.

At first I actually felt strange for the first 2 days, not having to message you anymore. It really does feel like something was missing. After all, a daily affair for 6 months stopping just like that has to cause repercussions. But by the 3rd day, I felt free, unbound and liberated. It was as if something was lifted from my shoulders.

I told Debbo that I think I should only find a lady who likes me more than I like her. After all, the female species have always been the more manipulative of the 2, and definitely possess the ability to be much more cruel and wicked than males could ever be. In famous words, "the stronger sex is usually the weaker sex because of the weakness it has for the weaker sex." Men will always be manipulated by women, simply because most of us have simpler thoughts and feelings, unlike women, who usually are more emotional-driven, and thus more likely to use and take advantage of people for less-than-valid reasons.

I was taken for granted, definitely, and I really do hate that. It's already apparent that I really can't stand people who contact me just to ask for favours, or contacts, or help, so how much more bitter I would be if someone I really had feelings for and loved did this to me. I want to make it a policy never to have to apologize to a lady. It makes them think that you were in the wrong, by perhaps say, holding their hands, or kissing them, or putting your hand around their shoulder, and there is no reciprocation. Although it sucks, I should never have to apologize for such things, simply because I was NOT in the wrong for doing these things.

So really in the end it is impossible to satisfy a lady or make her happy; it's ridiculous to even attempt, because women will never be satisfied.

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