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Sunday, April 08, 2007

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#-Pretty Pretty Things

I just got a pair of Apistogramma agassiziis, and found out they're devouring my shrimps in my tank...but it's abit late for me to do anything about it anymore. Looks like I won't have the 4th generation of shrimps. Anyway, it's about time for me to wind down on the aquarium since I'm going to be gone in 6 months time. Maybe just before that I'll enter the aquascaping contest just for kicks. haha. The Apistos are beauties really, and such brilliant colours too. They aren't very shy, so they come out and swim around quite abit, which makes my tank much more vibrant compared to when just the shrimps were there. Oh well, looks like it'll be just there Apistos in there for the time being. Bought some new plants too. I believe one of them is a cold water plant but hopefully it can adapt to my tank's tempereture and survive, then I can get one more, because it's really pretty and stands out really nicely in the foreground.

You know, I can never understand why girls always hang their hearts and get so drawn into relationships that their lives almost revolve around their boyfriends. I mean just a couple of months back you were still a wreck and having problems letting go of your previous, and now you're with this new guy and talking and writing as if you'll love him forever. Sometimes I really just want to slap them back to reality. It's so idealistic and naive thinking, I mean sure I'm quite a cynic when it comes to relationship but surely they should be able to see how much they've drawn themselves into their little ideal world of love and romance. And although I find it rather amusing that you can talk as if you just forsake the whole world and leap into his arms, it still disturbs me slightly at the same time, how it seems you've turned around so suddenly and plunge yourself head-first into such emotions again. Sorry, to me, it's just loser. I wish you both all the best, but I really hope you won't be crushed again when it stops working.

And yet again, I can't understand why the opposite sex always makes every little obstacle in their lives a mountain and make everything just so darn melodramatic. I mean, none of our lives are that significant. Things happen, or they don't, you don't have to make it sound as if your world stops or goes into bullet-time everytime a little thing crops up. And by "you" this time, I'm not just referring to one person.

Maybe now I see why I have to find someone who can play to my rules. Too clingy, I'll walk away. Too emotional, I'll get tired. Too strong, I'll be repelled, yet too weak and I'll lose interest. I believe that sometimes, when you want something too much, or make it seem too precious to yourself, it will go away, or you will lose it. You have to be able to let go and walk away without so much as a tear or scratch. Only then can you truly own it, or succeed for that matter. Perhaps this part of me is from my Dad, like what his philosophy about business is.

Weddings are always good places to people-watch, especially to look out for pretty ladies. Today at a wedding ceremony, there was this quite pretty looking girl with quite a nice body, in a hot dress, but....VPL! hahaha. Her dress was kinda sheer so I could literally see the pattern on her underwear. Quite amusing. nice shapely legs too, with a nice skin tone, but the hair was a little bit obvious. maybe it was ingrown hairs from shaving against the grain, or just lack of shaving. The interesting part was that when I saw her side-view, it reminded me of Ivee! haha! Enough of bitching, but weddings are also good places to catch up with people you haven't met for forever, like Michelle and WeiLiang, who've been MIA for the longest time ever. Twas' nice meeting them again and chatting after so long.

Ok, like, that's all the, like, gossip I have for you all, like, today. Catch another episode of, like, the bitching channel, like, another time. See you, like, some time. muack muack.

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