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Monday, March 17, 2008

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The PBL exam draws near, but yet I don't find myself nervous. Perhaps it is because it is an open book exam. I have not finished summarising all the information, but will get there soon. There is no point trying to memorise everything in the sheets, not at this point.

The musical has ended, finally, the term draws to a conclusion.

No MSN for the next 2 days, it's for my own good I guess. And besides, it will definitely teach me some selfcontrol, which seems so needed these days.

SirRealJazz has some of it's new tracks on the website, check it out: www.sirrealjazz.co.uk
I must say though, I'm not half impressed with the way we sound. To state it as it is, and quoting Debra, we sound only slightly better than a JC band. This cannot be, how are we to be any good when we play like that?!? Can't wait for ShouJie to come and we can do our own thing. May not get many gigs at first, but at least the instrumentation will be more interesting, and I can really control the sound of the band using the Warr.

Budapest in a week. I can't wait. I met Melvin and Amanda during Easter Outreach, all nice people...this trip is going to be fun.

I spoke to Grace last night, and she asked me difficult questions about getting into relationships. What is different from a romantic relationship and a close friendship anyway? I agree with her that it's more than a commitment to explore the possiblity of marriage, but I become responsible for my partner as well, and we have to learn to love one another completely. Yet at the same time, I still hold the believe that for a passionate relationship, both parties must not be afraid to hurt one another to shape each other into the image of Christ. The imagery of fire comes in useful here, where silver and gold are refined and purified. It will hurt, but we have to remember that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance character and character hope.

The lesson in patience has not ended, and it'll be a long time before resolution is reached. For now, the limbo still frustrates us sometimes, but we have decided to treat each other as siblings. Self-control, that's the key. I love challenges.
Your scent lingers on my sweater, and I'm intoxicated. There is no lust, but my breathing turns heavy, palpitations arise. Don't you understand the extent of attraction?

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